Tren says: but then again in that situation i wouldnt be losing the plot as i wouldnt be seeing alternates to everything ;p
Tren says: its like a vicious circle, but its not even a cirle
Tren says: its a fucked up shape that hasnt got a name
Tren says: a circle with fuck loads of shit coming out of it

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rich says: hmm i'm reminded of an old game that kinda has an example of what i'm thinking
rich says: brb ;p

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rich says: http://isoterra.co.uk/images/quake00.jpg
rich says: voila
rich says: vicious circle ;p
Tren says: looking at that is really hurting my head
rich says: pretty vicious no?
Tren says: cause im imagining the vicious circle
Tren says: as a situation
Tren says: rather than that inanamate object
Tren says: and all of those spikey things
Tren says: im seeing
Tren says: im trying to think of what they represent ;p
Tren says: see
Tren says: fucks sake
Tren says: why am i doing that
Tren says: this is my other side now
Tren says: 2 fuckin conflicting personalities
Tren says: thats the problem
Tren says: fuck knows

...(20 mins later)...

Tren says: that picture you sent is really pissing me off now
Tren says: i wish you hadnt sent it
Tren says: see like the spike on the right centre
Tren says: it goes out and spirals off twice
Tren says: but then its the 3rd spiral off
Tren says: thats doing my head in cause im thinking
Tren says: if this is a vicious circle
Tren says: im sure the first two turn offs were bad enough
Tren says: which lead to other shit
Tren says: so what exactly
Tren says: is the 3rd one going to
Tren says: or are they infact the lesser side of things, am i looking at it back to front cause the red centre doesnt really look to pleasent
Tren says: or if i am looking at it rightly with the bad red centre and things spiralling off worse
Tren says: then the end points must be proper fucked up
Tren says: see right ;p
Tren says: fuck knows
rich says: i'm loving this analysis :D
Tren says: why im thinking like that
Tren says: haha i fuckin hate it
Tren says: i just wanna not care
Tren says: about anything
Tren says: let alone our own version of a vicious circle
Tren says: maybe that thing is my brain
Tren says: only if you add like
Tren says: 100 more directions
Tren says: to each of its tentacle things
Tren says: which loop back
Tren says: to the other ones

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rich says: i think according to the story behind that episode, the red circle is a portal through to dreamland
Tren says: dreamland
Tren says: that sounds so happy
rich says: and i guess the spikes are the like streams of conciousness that fade out to black
rich says: ie. eternal sleep
Tren says: if i was on that ledge
Tren says: would i fuck jump into that thing
rich says: well. dreamland as a word sounds happy
rich says: but it's not in this case ;p
Tren says: maybe it is
Tren says: maybe its a nice way of dying
rich says: its a proper fucked up story. something about sandman invading your head
Tren says: fading out to black
Tren says: in your dreamland
Tren says: with no thought of it being that way
Tren says: allthough the picture doesnt really reflect that
Tren says: picture is a thousand words, not one of them words for me would have been dreamland
Tren says: thing looks fuckin evil
Tren says: i mean theres not even anyone on the ledge
Tren says: it looks so evil that its gonna fuck the ledge up
Tren says: and what the fuck is a ledge
Tren says: if it can fuck that up, fuck knows what it would do to me
Tren says: ill have to close it
Tren says: 2s
rich says: lmao

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Tren says: seriously right
Tren says: why did you show me that
Tren says: and what the fuck is it from
Tren says: i mean if you really look at it
Tren says: its the scariest thing imaginable
Tren says: its almost like
Tren says: endless possiblilities
Tren says: well not endless and its tentacles do eventually stop
Tren says: but almost endless possibilities of just the worst things that could possibly happen to you
Tren says: enough of them at least for you to not reach the end of it
Tren says: i need to know what its from before i go to bed
rich says: in all honesty i hadn't read that much into it before :p
rich says: lol kk
rich says: it's from a custom episode for quake, called 'insomnia'
Tren says: is it meant to be evil?
Tren says: why am i asking that
rich says: well judging by the amount of viscera i'm guessing so
Tren says: course it is, look at the fuckin thing

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Tren says: see this is the kinda shit
Tren says: that comes into my head
Tren says: that i never forget then
Tren says: incidents like this
Tren says: when im lying in bed thinking
Tren says: about bad things
Tren says: ill get the image of that in my head now

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Tren says: i know im weird as fuck
Tren says: but for the first time in about 14 years
Tren says: ive seen a picture that actually bothers me
Tren says: and im hoping like the other shit thats done it
Tren says: its not gonna be something i never forget
rich says: that thing is basically like a gateway between the dream world & the real world. i think. or the illusion of one, i think you're actually in dream world the whole time
Tren says: as in my worst moments i turn to all the bad shit like that i remember
Tren says: why has it got those fuckin tentacle things then
Tren says: what are they for
rich says: lol
rich says: pass
rich says: i feel bad for sending it now ;p
Tren says: that is no dream world
Tren says: that is the closest to hell
Tren says: you will ever see in a picture
rich says: just reminded me of a vicious circle like ;p
Tren says: yeh well fuck the thing
Tren says: the ledge is bad enough
Tren says: if i was on that ledge
Tren says: id not know what the fuck was going on
Tren says: meh
Tren says: stop
Tren says: stop stop
Tren says: talking about it
Tren says: night#